Where's your will to be weird?



All i can say about fuck buddies to fellas is, be cautious

a girl will tell you lets have sex no strings attatched

and after the third encounter she’ll expose them hidden chakra string like


"so what are we" "what is this"

dont get yolked up out here




It’s been months since I last saw you
A Lucid Dream so untrue
Wake to a these nightmares, not the sweetest dreams

These clouded thoughts couldn’t let me see a thing
I had a light, a sun, but now it’s gone
Stuck in the dusk, not to see the dawn

Alone, and back to square one
This all happened too recent for it to be done
Thought we’d prosper together
Arms in arms through all the storms, any weather

You know sides of me that most won’t see
I opened doors, flipped pages for you to read
This isn’t a push, nor is it motivation
You were all that to me, with you I could rule a nation

I’m back in this whole where you first found me
All these drugs, these tunes don’t help me sleep soundly
I loved you profoundly, I did what I could to show it
I could scream it so loudly, all the heavens would be woken
But I’m broken

All the cracks finally fell apart
My heart, an empty vessel in my chest waiting to rot
There’s a lot that caught me, that got my attention
All the things you made me see was beyond my comprehension
Not to mention the way you made me feel worth while
Suppressed the Raging Demon, released a happy child

Meaningless nights dominated by a memory
Manifested pain still rudimentary
Didn’t think I’d miss
Took the chance for more than a kiss

I know it’ll be a while before I can try again
Just please don’t go forgetting about me in the end.
The wait’s been rough but it’s all so clear
I conquered my biggest fear
I lost you.